I've had a funny couple of days...my mood has been contrasting to say the least! I don't know how many of you are adopted...but I feel, being one of those people, I don't know enough. When my mum (the one who I've always known and who looks after me) decides to be a complete arse and is purely malicious and thoughtless, I can't help wandering what I'm missing, who my biological parents are, who I really am.
This has been one of the things on my mind. Other things are trivial things....like college, options for next year and the one teacher who always goes out of his way to put you down...It's always the same recently, the moment I'm optimistic about something, I get stamped into the ground.
Also, I'm missing my boyfriend right now...he's in the Isle of Wight for a week or so. Kind of really annoyed with him, more than I ever have been before...but missing him terribly! Guys all seem to be the same...please correct me if I'm wrong, but if a girl says in a grumpy way on the phone, half deliberately, "Go on, go..." many guys take it literally I suspect and put the phone down thinking no more of it, boyfriend certainly does... This annoyed me beyond belief yesterday...I thought he'd be able to tell from the tone of my voice at least that I was upset...maybe it's just a girlie thing to catch on to obvious emotion!
On a brighter note, quite a pleasant day today. In all honesty...I'm not in the best of moods...that I reckon most would cotton on to! So I should end it here and write again when something good has happened 
I just don't understand it...I thought I was pretty lazy in general, but this is ridiculous!!!!
